HOLLLLLLY monkey. I know it's been like 10 years since i've updated but I've been soooooooooooo busy. School is really really tough this semester and i joined a sorority (for real this time ive actually been pinned and am wearing the letters lol) cause i know ive joined like two other ones before and quit, i just had to find the one that was right for me. and i did....its Epsilon Sigma Alpha, ESA. We're a service sorority we raise money for charity all year round, our two main charities are St. Jude and Easter Seals but we do all kinds of stuff its alot of fun the girls are amazing. We also do like you know fun sorority stuff we have formal and we go on trips, exchanges with fraternities and next weekend is barndance where we go to a barn, drink, and dance lol. Sara was part of ESA so shes coming back down and christine and kristy are all in it so its all my friends that i love. but yea wednesday night i got pinned so im an official member, its so exciting. i got my first tshirt/hoodie with my letters on it and my mentor is awesome.

in other news....school. I'm soooooo busy, im in the library from like 2 -9 everyday, with an hour break for dinner everyday. i'm so focused its crazy, but its paying off cause ive been getting good grades so far. my classes are actually really interesting to. minus my history 200 class cause its more of a seminar class so we dont really learn anything. but for one of my education courses i have to observe high school classrooms and i did my first one today and it was awesome! its so much different looking from the outside in, and me and this other ISU student were talking before hand and it was so wierd to us how much more mature you realize you have grown to be.

what else is going on since i last updated...oh yea i signed up to do a 5k run...busted up my knee 3 days before and had to drop out, now i have a pinched nerve in my right foot...lol but im still working out, i just do bikes and elipticals, you know...now impact kinds of stuff.

ok so of course you know i have to have rbd news....TU AMOR (rbd's english song) has been playing on KissFM!!!!! so make sure to listen for that ladies and gent's....its awesoooooooome. what else...thats it theres nothign really thats been coming out about the "couples" and stuff. the video for tu amor is going to premier on TRL the 23rd of this month...thier cd comes out in november...they coming back to the US to do another tour...YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS MIMI! lol and we have to stalk this time cause look what happened when patty stalked lol. ok thats all homies!

these are videos of them in concert singing one of thier new songs...not good quality...but it'll have to do till the video/cds comes out

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"ser or parecer"

WOOT WOOT! Ok so im back at school obviously i have been for almost a month so that means that i will be updating more often. so whats been goin on, i have a lot of course work to do this semester and im rushing ESA (its a sorority with all my awesome friends in it) so im pretty busy. i have like 3 10-12 page research papers to do for my classes not to mention like 10 papers 5-7 page papers on top of that...probably more i dunno i lost count and then of course midterms and regular tests...im exhausted just typing about it. What else, oh yea i also have to start doing classroom observations so i will be doing them at bloomington high school. i probably wont start till october, middle to end of october into november. ive been having a blast here at school hanging out with christine and all my buddies, i thought to myself...ESA raises money all year for St. Judes hospital and we all know lexi was in a childrens hospital most of her young life so, why not doing something to give back to the community, and it will look really good on my resume's for jobs and i already know tons of girls that are in the sorority. its been a busy week this week ive had work shops and educationals to go to everyday and today i have a student teaching meeting from 4-6 and christine invited me over for dinner but it depends on how much homework i get done later. i know im going to have a lot of homework to do this weekend tho.

ok so anyone remember Kevin McCleish from high school?! well the first that i went to my tues/thurs classes i noticed he walked into my C&I 212 class and i was like...::gasp:: ive know him since i was in 3rd grade, but he went and sat at the other end of the room so we didnt really get a chance to acknowledge each other...then i went to my history 200 class (which is for history majors only) and he walks in again so i knew that he was a history ed major like me and there is only like 11 people in that class so i thought for sure we'd say something to each other. lol two weeks passed and we still hadnt said a word to each other so im thinkin hes an asshole and it made me sad cause we were good friends back in the elementary days lol and he was soooo nice and hes dating laura barraca so i figured she made him a bitch cause shes a bitch lol. but so finally tuesday he smiled and hes like..whats up! and now we're talking and hes still really nice, im glad someone who got all snotty and "popular" at andrew still came out with a little bit of human kindness left in them. so thats my kevin story...im starting to develop a crush.

since last updating my CLOTHES WERE STOLEN...right out of the dryers upstairs in the laundromat, i realize i didnt grab enough quarters and in the 10 minutes it took me to come down here and get some more my clothes were stolen, right down to my laundry basket they snatched that too! bastards...oh well cause my mom bought me like a new wardrobe lol...

so needless to day i dont like living here in watterson cause my clothes gets stolen, people here are really unfriendly, its all stupid skinny whores who still think they are in high school...y do you get dressed up for class!??!?! its not a club ok...put some clothes on. lol im sounding like such a hater but im serious the people in this building are idiots. the only 2 things i like about this building are of course my single dorm room which i love having and the fitness cent here is really nice, they have much better equipment then the one in southside had. and surprisngly its not crowded when i go at 1 in the afternoon.

time for RBD news of the day...New single from new cd comes out sept 18th! altho its the spanish single i dunno when thier english single is gonna come out even tho theyve already filmed the video for it. im soooo excited! its called..ser or parecer...look out for it!

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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOT! today is a special day! It is Alfonso Herrera's 23rd birthday today! We all know how much I love him so my xanga today is entirely dedicated to him!!....Let us sing!!!

Feliz Cumpleanos a ti! Feliz Cumpleanos a ti! Feliz Cumpleanos a Poncho!!!! Feliz Cumpleanos at tiiiiii!.....

I love Alfonso (Poncho) cause well of course hes a beautiful man, and because he's really smart and sweet, a good singer and a friendly person. He's the most loved out of all the RBD boys and its easy to see why no?!?!?! So let us all have a good day to celebrate Alfonso's birthday....Feliz Cumpleanos gatito bebe!

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 so i'm back at school and extremely sad. i miss my family so much its not even funny, i hate this having to say goodbye all the time. It's times like these that I think about how fast my life is going, I got here yesterday and started my first day as a Junior at this University. It seems like just yesterday I was being moved in as a Freshman. All this scares me, the last day I spent at my grandma's house I was playing in the alley with my cousins, and I looked around and wondered how much longer I'd be able to enjoy that kind of innocence in my life. Then I looked at my cousins and realized that they are getting older too, David is already 10 and Lexi 8, I don't want them to get older, I wish in my heart they could be little forever and not have to worry about stupid things that adults worry about. Not just them but my whole family is getting older, I think with the death of my uncle it really made me realize that the family that I remember when I was younger, isn't going to be that way forever, my family to me seems to be getting slowly smaller. I'm constantly talking about how my family makes me strong, yet when I'm away from them I'm a mess. Sometimes I truly wish I would have stayed home and went to school. I know that wouldn't have been the best thing for me but, it's so hard being here. And as I'm here I'm constantly worried about failing and dissapointing my family. Calling them would seem to make things better but it only makes things worse, hearing my mom and I wonder what is going on at the house. I call my grandma's and hear everyone in the background and wish that I was there too. I'm living in this single dorm room now and part of me right now wishes that a roomate was here so that I wouldnt have so much freedom to cry. I'm in a new building, Watterson, the past two years I've been in Ham/Whit. I think its making it that much harder, because I feel like I'm starting over. I don't know anyone on this floor and Sara is gone, so is Ashley, they were my two bestfriends here, so I feel really alone. People probably think I'm a baby when they read this, but they dont understand how being away from my family really tears me up inside. It's 12 days until I get to go home for the weekend. I'm counting days, hours and minutes. Wish me luck this year, I think its going to be one of my hardest yet.

Yay! im finally updating my xanga! lol i promise im going to start updating more and u can hold me to that promise because im going back to school soon and i update alot when im there. so let me tell u a story, to be honest i was kind of apprehensive about going back to school because i was worried abou the new roomate i was going to get because we all know about patty's roomate from hell...i didnt want that to happen to me lol. so whatever i get a facebook message from my new roomate before i left school...so school is approaching and i really didnt wanna go back...this morning my sister knocks on my door and shes like, hey i figured you'd wanna be woken up cause someone from ISU housing called you. so i call the person back and guess what....the offerred me a single...and did i take it?...HELL YES I TOOK IT ARE YOU NUTS?! i get to live by myself how f----- sweet ass is that?! So now im living in Watterson...in my own room...yessss lol. so my day was awesome because of that.

Sunday was Hibba's wedding, it was sooooo beautiful. She looked absolutely gorgeous in her dress and all the beautifuly jewelry she was wearing. i really hope in the bottom of my heart that she is doing the right thing and that she is happy. because it all kind of happened really fast and my biggest fear is her not being happy, i cant think about her not being content. along with the rest of my friends she deserves nothing less then the best. I'm very happy for her and i hope just cause shes married we cant stop seeing each other or being friends. but her dress was amazing, her bridesmaids dresses were gorgeous...the hall was amazing and her cake...had fountains lol. it was fun dancing and stuff too.

what else is going on...the year anniversary of my uncle's death was last week. i cant believe its been a year and its been so much different without him around at family parties. but i know he is in heaven looking down on me and my whole family ill see him again one day. but i still love him with all my heart.

oh yea! since the last time i updated i went to colorado. it was really really really fun and really beautiful. i really didnt wanna go but im glad that we did go. and we as a family didnt fight as much as i was expecting us to lol. we went to Rocky mountain national park and we drove to the summit of the mountain and we went to all these other awesome places.

I feel like ive been cheated on this summer kind of...i worked so much of it the first half and hardly got to see my family or my friends. i didnt really enjoy this summer, i know its not over yet but it practically is...there is always next year! and ashley just told me shes going to re-apply to ISU grad school. ill be so happy when shes back.

RBD news of the post...their english cd comes out in September! so keep on the look out for that!

I'm off like a prom dress!